Saturday, August 14, 2010

In Your Dreams

Yes, it even happens in your dreams. The one time you think you can escape whirling emotions and tremendously annoying people, they just meet you in your dreams.

I had a post wedding nightmare--well actually I was renewing my vows so early in my marriage for some reason. I had a simple dress but my hair was cut short and while my mom and everyone were rushing around to finish up the last preparations, I stood in front of the mirror for what seemed like hours trying to find a nice way to do my hair that didn't make me look like a 12 year old (that is my insecurity right now with my new hair cut). The hairdo of choice: a messy bun that had tufts of hair sticking straight out because my hair was too short. My mom rushes in--in her hurried way--and tries to usher me out to the ceremony. I break out in a terrible twos tantrum because my hair looks horrible on my wedding vow renewal day! Of all days for crying out loud!

Then I woke up and had a horribly irritable morning. My poor husband tries to be sweet by calling me beautiful and making me breakfast, but I just respond with indifference sending him into a world of confusing and flying eggshells.

Beware: It will follow you into your dreams. I can only hope for no dreams tonight.

1 comment:

  1. that IS terrifying. But just so you know, your haircut is adorable and you look very sophisticated with it! (definitely NOT like a 12 year old) muah <3

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